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8th April 2004

7:30pm: WHOO HOOO!
YIPPIE! WE FOUND VOCAL EQUIPMENT!


just to let you know i dont care
what you think anymore.
disappear for all i care
just stop making this so hard.


*steph*




I MISS THAT SIGNIFICANT OTHER!
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: the blood brothers - ambulance vs. ambulance

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6th April 2004

5:22pm: one more meaningless thought
don't give me your fucking excuses
the skies are changing and im not waiting
forget the good memories
and all the times we helped eachother
because i'm movin on without you.
the anger is overflowing the cup
and soon it'll flood the city.
so this i'll let you know
before i watch you drown in your own mistakes.
it's done, you and me,
because i cant take this heartache anymore.
~steph
Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: thursday

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24th March 2004

4:53pm: i was bored
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What is your name?:stephanie rose carlson
Are you named after anyone?:um.. middle name is from great grandma
What's your screename?:briteyesMISTAKEN
Would you name a child of yours after you?:haha um no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:shane
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:um idk.. i like jades name
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:stephani, stefani, stephany, stefany
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:no
Basics
Your gender::female
Straight/Gay/Bi::straight
Single?:nope
If not, do you want to be?:not at all
Birthdate::jan 19 1989
Your age::15
Age you act::um.. it varies at times.. sometimes 16-17 othertimes prolly 15
Age you wish you were::well i'll get to that age eventually so idc
Your height::5'3"
Eye color::blue
Happy with it?:sure
Hair color::brunette
Happy with it?:uh if i wasnt i'd dye it
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::righty
Your living arrangement::um... 2 houses, mom - own a duplex, dad - own a house
Your family::dad, mom, wendy, logan, leslie, trevor, samantha
Have any pets?:1 dog, 2 cats, 2 rabbit, 2 hamster
Whats your job?:being 15
Piercings?:3 on each ear and cartilage
Tattoos?:not yet
Obsessions?:guitar and music
Addictions?:guitar and music
Do you speak another language?:spanish
Have a favorite quote?:"its your life, do what you want"
Do you have a webpage?:um.. livejournal
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:of course
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:most of the time
Do you have any secrets?:oo too many
Do you hate yourself?:sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?:no
Do you have any bad habits?:nail biting
What is the compliment you get from most people?:idk.. that my hair is nice and silky?
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:hell child
What's your biggest fear?:having no friends
Can you sing?:kinda sorta.. i like to sing to lindsay lohan haha
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:no
Are you a loner?:no
What are your #1 priorities in life?:friends, family, music, guitar
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:anyone that wanted to be
Are you a daredevil?:sometimes
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:i hate the fact that im so honest
Are you passive or agressive?:agressive
Do you have a journal?:an online
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:um... im not sure
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:um.. idk.. weight and the fact that my ears stick out
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:yea most of the time
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:nope
Do you think life has been good so far?:um.. yea.. a few bumps in the road but not every road is gonna be newly paved
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:a few bumps in the road but not every road is gonna be newly paved - its your life, do what you want - dont worry about what other people think.. worry about what you think
What do you like the most about your body?:nothing
And least?:everything
Do you think you are good looking?:no not really
Are you confident?:depends... most of the time no
What is the fictional character you are most like?:im not sure
Are you perceived wrongly?:sometimes
Do You...
Smoke?:nope
Do drugs?:nope
Read the newspaper?:nope
Pray?:yep
Go to church?:yep
Talk to strangers who IM you?:they hardly do
Sleep with stuffed animals?:my baby blanket..
Take walks in the rain?:of course
Talk to people even though you hate them?:yea
Drive?:illegally
Like to drive fast?:hell yea
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:sometimes yes
Hurt yourself?:yep
Been out of the country?:nope
Eaten something that made other people sick?:haha im not sure
Been in love?:not sure
Done drugs?:i was young
Gone skinny dipping?:yep
Had a medical emergency?:yep
Had surgery?:yep
Ran away from home?:haha i only got to the end of my driveway because i wasnt allowed to leave the yard lol.. hey i was 5
Played strip poker?:hahaha idk how to play poker
Gotten beaten up?:mosh pits but the whole beating up wasnt intentional
Beaten someone up?:yup
Been picked on?:yup
Been on stage?:yup
Slept outdoors?:yup
Thought about suicide?:no comment
Pulled an all nighter?:haha not successfully
If yes, what is your record?:
Gone one day without food?:yep
Talked on the phone all night?:um... until 4 oclock
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:yea
Slept all day?:yea
Killed someone?:no
Made out with a stranger?:hm... lemme think... nope
Had sex with a stranger?:nope
Thought you're going crazy?:yea
Kissed the same sex?:yea
Done anything sexual with the same sex?:nope
Been betrayed?:yep
Had a dream that came true?:nope
Broken the law?:yea
Met a famous person?:yea
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:a rabbit.. my brother drives too fast ok?
On purpose?:no.. he felt so bad he started crying and turned around and burried it lol.. poor logan
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:nope
Stolen anything?:uh.. i dont think so
Been on radio/tv?:yup
Been in a mosh-pit?:o all the time lol.. its kick ass
Had a nervous breakdown?:yes
Bungee jumped?:nope
Had a dream that kept coming back?:the boogy man.. and the one with dead people
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?:no
Miracles?:yes
Astrology?:yes
Magic?:yes
God?:yes
Satan?:yes but hes bad
Santa?:no
Ghosts?:yes
Luck?:yes
Love at first sight?:yes
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:yes
Witches?:no
Easter bunny?:no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:yes
Do you wish on stars?:yes
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:i guess
Do you think God has a gender?:idk.. i always thought of Him to be guy seeing that they always say HIM
Do you believe in organized religion?:i guess
Where do you think we go when we die?:everyone goes to heaven unless they are rapists or serial killers
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:yes
Who is your best friend?:all of my friends are my best
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:god
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:its your life.. do what you want
Your favourite inside joke?:not sure
Thing you're picked on most about?:my ears and my laugh
Who's your longest known friend?:anna
Newest?:ashley, brittney b, brittney r
Shyest?:breanna
Funniest?:they're all funny
Sweetest?:they're all sweet
Closest?:they all have their moments
Weirdest?:kaylee
Smartest?:they're all smart
Ditziest?:there are those blonde moments for everyone
Friends you miss being close to the most?:idk
Last person you talked to online?:alicia
Who do you talk to most online?:um.. john
Who are you on the phone with most?:idk.. i dont talk on the fone a whole lot
Who do you trust most?:kylie
Who listens to your problems?:kylie and alicia
Who do you fight most with?:idk
Who's the nicest?:they're all nice
Who's the most outgoing?:um... korey
Who's the best singer?:idk
Who's on your shit-list?:no one
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:no
Who's your second family?:my friends
Do you always feel understood?:no
Who's the loudest friend?:korey at times
Do you trust others easily?:depends
Who's house were you last at?:sagans
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::johns
Do your friends know you?:not quite sure anymore
Friend that lives farthest away::miranda, jake, sulley, josh
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?:no
What do you find romantic?:whispering in an ear when no ones around
Turn-on?:holding hands, hugs, just being with the person basically
Turn-off?:b.o., stuck up, idk...
First kiss?:sam ostrowski hahaha 8th grade homecoming game
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:idk.. not any different
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:yes
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:i dont think it matters
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:yes
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:i dont think so
What is best about the opposite sex?:they're so cute..
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:sometimes they just dont understand
What's the last present someone gave you?:idk
Are you in love?:im not sure
Do you consider your significant other hot?:hahahaha yes
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:um not sure
You wanted to kill?:my sister
That you laughed at?:idk
That laughed at you?:idk
That turned you on?:john
You went shopping with?:my mom
That broke your heart?:john
To disappoint you?:not sure
To ask you out?:jason busha
To make you cry?:idk
To brighten up your day?:kylie lol
That you thought about?:john
You saw a movie with?:um i think korey, alyssa, joe, chad, and eddie hahaha! lord of the rings, new years day
You talked to on the phone?:mom
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:alicia
You saw?:um.. matt sozcka, jason busha, and justin
You lost?:idk
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?:practically
Will it be with your significant other?:yes
Or some random person?:significant other
What are you wearing right now?:grey sweatpants and headnoise tshirt
Body part you're touching right now::leg
What are you worried about right now?:the english test im suppose to retake tomorrow from a week ago
What book are you reading?:um.. idk.. i wanna read a good one tho
What's on your mousepad?:marathon electric
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::tired, excited, confused, cold, happy with life i guess
Are you bored?:kinda
Are you tired?:yes
Are you talking to anyone online?:yes
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:nope
Are you lonely or content?:content
Are you listening to music?:yes

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Current Mood: content
Current Music: mest - jaded

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22nd March 2004

4:11pm: back to the subject of a band
well yea.. we're still trying to get a hold of that elizabeth miller chick. at the time we're trying to think up a name for our band. if you get any ideas let us know.. well i'll write in here later.
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: from autumn to ashes - short stories with tragic endings

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20th March 2004

5:24pm: last night was fucking awesome.
ok well last night was really super duper fun. nothing to say ended up having a show at the 8th grade lock in at the mosinee highschool so i went to that and met a lot of people while meeting up with a lot of friends from before. jade, ashley, jake, brittney, me, and tons of other people were rockin out the mosh pit. i thought it was awesome when i got stepped on and jake had to save me and told me he thought i was dead. hahaha wow.. anyways. it was soo kick ass. it started at 11 and we didnt get home until 2 in the morning after dropping off all the equip. at sagens house in 2 trips from the highschool and falling asleep on sagens bed. ashley and i decided to start a band because we've been desperately seeking that idea for a while now and couldnt find anyone interested. she went to wausau music today and asked the drum teacher if he knew any good chick drummers and he said he knows this girl that goes to east that is better then alot of his guy students. so we're gonna try to get a hold of her. but yea.... nothing to say is going to record us once we get good lol. which im sure wont take too long. well im gonna go get ready for the dce battle of the bands tonite. it should be awesome. im most likely gonna be moshing tonite here.. brain damage by the end of the weekend is a possibilty.
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: nothing to say - in the hallways

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18th March 2004

7:29pm: music is my savior
well today my headache came back which is a bad sign... a week and a half with this fucker.. god damnit. well this weekend will be kick ass.. i mean.. yea so i have to spend the nights at marks house becuase him and my mom are bunking at his house this weekend for some ODD REASON. but yea... well tomorrow night im gettin together with john, jake, and brittany from mosinee... and we're gonna.. you know.. chill. i found a bunch of new and good bands.. never heard of it, punchline, beautiful mistake, planes mistaken for stars, bright eyes, name taken, and a bunch more. man.. i love music. well im gonna go eat.. write later
Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: name taken - for sunday

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16th March 2004

8:36pm: all better now
well before i was kinda upset but o well.. that doesnt matter now. as long as i dont worry about it i dont think about it and that means i'll be happy! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! lol. well i was kinda bummed until i talked to JOHNATHON! lol.. sexy sexy model. but yea... im watching american idol. there is this one hawaiian chick on. shes pretty good. wow.. very pretty too. well anyways. tonite i was burning cds and downloading songs and i found some REALLY REALLY cool bands and songs. i was trying to think of a new screen name. i thought of one but it was too long so im gonna see if i can try to break it down a little. well im gonna get going because i have a few tests to study for tomorrow. nighty night
Current Mood: relieved
Current Music: Punchline - Heart Transplant

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4:25pm: well today was not the greatest but who cares. well this morning i was really hyper and excited. korey was really upset and that made me sad to. now im not hyper anymore because my medicane wore off and im really super tired. my headache is kinda coming back too. but anyways. well yea... this weekend im gonna see if i can stay here instead of go to my dads because i wanna go to battle of the bands at everest. im really sick of everything. i mean, i thought things were getting better but idk. i still dont fucking understand why things cant be fine for once?!?!?!?!??! OMG! urgh.. ok im gonna stop typing because i just get more and more frustrated everytime.
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: early november - come back

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15th March 2004

1:36pm: hey what can i say.. i was bored
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[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? :::stephanie
Birthplace :::wausau
Age :::15
Age you act :::some people say 16/17?
Current location :::my house
Eye color :::blue
Hair color :::brunette
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? :::righty
Zodiac sign? :::capricorn
Height? :::5'3"
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality :::german, italian, swedish
Your hair :::longer than shoulder length
Your fears :::spiders, rapists
Your perfect room :::everything i like. posters all over, guitars hanging on the walls, and a marshall half stack somewhere in there
What you practically do in a day :::school, sleep, hang out with friends, go online, and play guitar
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse :::swear words
Phrases you overuse :::mother fucking cunt ass bitches
Your first thought when you wake up :::i think i'll fake sick today
Your greatest accomplishment :::said no lol
Something you want to do :::be in a band
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke :::pepsi
McDonald's or Burger Kings :::bk
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :::bs
Chocolate or vanilla :::vanilla
Adidas or Nike :::adidas
Black or white :::black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) :::bills
Burgers or hot dogs :::hot dogs
Egypt or France :::france
Rock or rap :::rock
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke :::hardly anymore.. im quiting.
Cuss :::hahaha thats a dumb question
Sing well :::no
Sing in the shower :::yea
Talk to yourself --a lot-- :::well i yell at the people on tv. does that count?
Believe in yourself :::sometimes
Like taking these longass surveys? :::when im bored
Play an instrument :::guitar, drums when im at my dads, and piano... hey i learned when i was little
Want to go to college? :::yea
Want to get married? :::yea
Want to have children? :::yea
Think you're a health freak? :::no
Get along with your parents :::a lot more now then before.
Get along with your siblings? :::sometimes
Think you're popular :::no no no
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state :::nope
Drank alchohal :::nope
Smoke :::um.. once but it was only 2 hits
Get high :::nope
Done any drugs :::nope
Eaten an entire box of oreos :::nope
Been on stage :::yep! :)
Gone skinny dipping :::i wish.. its winter dumbass
Been dumped :::nope
Dyed your hair :::nope
Stolen anything :::nope
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest :::alicia
Loudest :::korey
Most shy :::breanna
Blondest :::kaylee hahaha
Smartest :::alyssa
Kindest :::kylie
Best personality :::anna
Most talented :::jon and aaron with they're farts
Best singer :::carmyn
Most ghetto :::nikki
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) :::anna
Pain in the ass :::john haha
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style)):::cory
Funniest :::kristin
Best person for advice :::anna
Dependable :::hmm.. not sure
Trustworthy :::kylie or anna
Druggie :::andrea or alicia or aaron.. naughty naughty
Most likely to end up in jail :::becca
Person you've known the longest :::anna
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream :::last night.. about french fries
Last nightmare :::a long time ago
Car ride :::yesterday to the doctor
Last time you cried :::thursday
Last movie seen :::sixteen candles
Last movie rented :::sixteen candles
Last book read :::wow.. thats a hard one. um.. one about this girl and idk.. it was pretty good tho
Last word said :::bye to my mommy
Last curse word said :::shit
Last time you laugh :::um yesterday
Last phone call :::last night.. my daddy
Last CD played :::matchbook romance
Last song you listened to :::chingy - one call away
Last annoyance :::my sister telling me to stop playing guitar because she wanted to sleep
Last IM :::just a few seconds ago.. matt (he ditched school haha)
Last weird encounter :::jon wasleske
Last person you hugged :::mother
Last person you yelled at :::my sister
Last time you wore a skirt :::um.. a while ago
Last time you've been evil :::idk
Sarcastic? :::i do that way too much
Last time you fought with your parents :::thursday.. grades
Last time you wished upon a star :::too long ago
Played Truth or Dare :::a while ago.. man that is a fun game when no one quits
Spent quality time alone :::o not too long ago
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM :::yes
Do you feel lonely :::no
Ever TP'd someone's house :::nope
How about egging someone's house :::nope
Do you not like dislike not like me? :::wtf?
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? :::uh i pass
Yo Momma :::yea.. what about my momma
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? :::haha yea
What do you think of George Bush? :::dont like him at all
Any secret fetishes? :::butts
Do you like to wear chains? O_o :::idk?
How many languages do you speak? :::2
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! :::no
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you XP)) :::yes

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Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: the strokes - reptilia

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1:03pm: oooo sexy.. kinda
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Current Mood: content
Current Music: yellowcard - ocean avenue

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14th March 2004

2:40pm: doctors visit
well i just got back from the doctor. he tested me for mono and strep. so far it said that i dont have either yet. but i guess i have some kinda bacterial infection or something with my respitory system. the guy that took my blood was really scary. he looked like a rapist and i had to sit there in a gown that wouldnt tie in the back so i thought he was really gonna rape me. but anyways. i guess mother scheduled a physical for me in a couple weeks. great fun ey? fuck no haha. but yea. after i was at the doctors i went to target to get my medicane. there i saw alicia, brad stones mommy, ashley babcock, and heather hommerding. but yea... right now im swallowing huge fucking pills. it sucks. idk if im gonna go to school tomorrow. have to wait and see. i feel like shit tho. well im going to go and play with barbie. make her and ken have sex because barbie wants to make skipper jealous. skipper wants to go out w. ken but ken and barbie are together. and skipper and barbie are best friends. well yea.. anyways... im gonna go do that. its a lot funner then talking on dumb ol AIM. hahaha arent i cool. i'll write in here later.
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: rugrats

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12th March 2004

6:34pm: sierra mist
you know what is really nummy? sierra mist. you know what smells super good? axe - essence or however you spell it. well right now im just sitting here watching tv and trying to get rid of this headache/migrain. i think im gonna go to the doctor tomorrow because i've had this thing for 5 days and it isnt pleasant. i really dont have anything going on tonite. prolly just go rent some movies and chill out. talk to some people online, you know.. be cool like that haha. well yea.. im lookin for a new screen name so if you have any suggestions let me know. i've had this one for too long. wow.. i love the smell of axe. lol.. too good to be true. well yea. you know what band i've been listening to a lot lately? matchbook romance. i like em a lot. they just have the perfectest lyrics you could ever think of. just so relative to you everyday life. hahaha the axe commercial is on where they have the two frogs humping! wow.. speak of the devil. well i think im gonna go chill around here doing something. prolly take some quizes because thats what you do when you get bored.. duh. lol.. well yea... i'll prolly write in here later tonite.
Current Mood: cold
Current Music: 311 - "love song"

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10th March 2004

10:44pm: listen to princess kylie
"If All Else Fails"

A subdued silence undisturbed by the sound of her breath.
So carefully, brush her hair back from her eyes
In steady sequence, one by one.
She slips away.

So close your eyes and sleep to dream.
I'm by your side.
No words to speak.
We'll set our course and make it through.
No matter how far I go my heart remains with you.

And I'm not sure what I'm looking for.
But it's clear to see the purpose of my exsistance Is laying here in front of me.

So close your eyes and sleep to dream.
I'm by your side.
No words to speak.
We'll set our course and make it through.
No matter how far I go

And if all else fails you can look up at the sky
Because it's the same one that shines above you and I.
And if all else fails you can close your eyes
And I'll be right beside you.
I'LL BE THE ONE ON YOUR SIDE.

So close your eyes and sleep to dream.
I'm by your side.
No words to speak.
We'll set our course and make it through.
No matter how far I go
No matter how much this hurts
I wanted you to know,
My heart remains with you." - matchbook romance



o and dream doctor kylie says "kylieisagoonie: generally dairy products give you good dreams, vegtables give you nightmares, bread and pastas give you wet dreams, and fruits give u scary carnival dreams" hahaha thanks for the advice.. i'll eat cheese everynite before bed now. hopefully i'll be able to remember them
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: matchbook romance - if all else fails

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10:37pm: """""So are we PLAYING FOR KEEPS?
The days begin and they don't end for weeks.
Leave me left out of anyting to do with you.
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard? """"""




wow... you know what i wish? that everything would be so perfect and no one would have to worry about anything. they'd be perfectly happy. because all the pain everyone has to go through isnt fair
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: matchbook romance - playing for keeps

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3:59pm: What sign of affection are you?
lip kiss
kiss on the lips - you're sweet and simple but
quite daring. you move for the kill confidently
knowing the other person wants the same thing.


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Current Mood: sore
Current Music: new found glory - never snows in florida

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3:52pm: Which happy bunny are you?
kiss my ass2
congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud


which happy bunny are you?
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Current Mood: blah
Current Music: boys night out - the subtleties that make... FU

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3:50pm: Which band is writing your life story?
boys night out
Boys Night Out is writing your life story! You may
sound like a sweet child, but you're really a
ticking time bomb. a sharp tongue with a knack
for making people love you with your infectious
charm.


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Current Mood: blah
Current Music: boys night out - the subtleties that make.... FU

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3:04pm: migrains are horrible
so today i stayed home from school becuase i had the same migrain i've had for 3 days but today it was the worst ever. last night mother was bitching at me because im getting a -d in math. o well... she thinks im spending too much time with guitar and computer instead of spending that time with school but i studied for 4 1/2 hours yesterday so i told her she was wrong. but whatever. today i just slept until like 12:30 and then watched fuse, slept some more, and sat on here talking to kylie because she seems to be sick too. so we just talked for a little bit. kylie you are so nice and your always there for me. luv ya girl! i tried piercing my eyebrow once more last night. the skin is tougher then i thought. but thats okay because i think alicia's gonna be doing it this weekend sometime. but anyways. other then that nothing much is new. same ol boring me.
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: fuse tv

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12:09pm: sex SEX sex
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when was your first...
kiss...:um... kindergarten (jason wadzinski) lmfao
with tongue?:sam ostrowski 8th grade homecoming
handjob/fingerbang [received]?:hahahaha no comment
handjob/fingerbang [given]?:no comment once more
fuck?:never done it before
oral experience [received]?:um the first REAL one.. prolly this year haha..
oral experience [given]?:um... well last year but it was for like 30 sec. so it wasnt for too long so if that doesnt count i'd say the begining of the year
anal experience?:haha never and wont happen
do you like...
coital sex?:whats that mean
oral sex?:haha sure
anal sex?:um.. no
making out?:yea.. its the best lol
handjobs/fingerbangs [receiving]?:idk...
handjobs/fingerbangs [giving]?:no not really
being submissive?:yea.. i like the guy to lead if thats what it means
being dominate?:yea its fun
this or that
lube or spit?:hahahaha spit
condoms or rhythm?:idk...
missionary or cowgirl?:missionary
doggy or standing?:haha standing prolly
food or ice?:ice
thick or long?:HAHAHA what????
basic
age::idk.. between 15-18
sex::hot guys
sexuality::heterosexual
number of partners::does it mean for sex? 0

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12:03pm: tell me about yourself
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Tell me about yourself
What's your name?:stephanie carlson
How old are you?:15
Where are you from?:wausau wisconsin
When is your birthday?:jan 19
What color hair?:dark brown
What color eyes?:blue
What is you favorite
Color?:blue/black/pink
Food?:um... idk...
Animal?:dogs
Drink?:smoothies or mt. dew
Song?:i have no idea.. too many.. right now the one in my head is by brand new don't know the name but it starts out "im heaven sent.. dont you dare forget"
Band/Singer?:lets see, brand new, senses fail, fall out boy, casualties, distillers, blink, starting line, matchbook romance, story of the year, idk.. wayyyyy too many
Movie?:um... how to deal i think, or crazy beautiful
TV show?:fuse oven fresh
Book?:chicken soup ones
Sport?:snowboarding/basketball
This or that
Night or day?:night
Black or white?:black
Chocolate or vanilla?:vanilla
Pepsi or Coke?:pepsi
TV or computer?:computer
Movies or DVD's?:DVD
Rock or rap?:rock
Pop or punk?:punk
Old or young?:um... teenager
Tall or short?:tall for guy, short for girl
Big or small?:hahahaha what?
Randomosity
Have you ever tried to lick you elbow?:haha um no
When was the last time you cried?:last night when my mom was giving me shit for having a d- in math
Do you sing in the shower?:yea
Can you drive (legally)?:not legally but i drive often
Do clowns scare you?:um... sometimes yea
Do you enjoy jello?:yup
What is the one thing that annoys you most?:i have no idea.. too many things
Do you laugh a lot?:yea
Do you consider yourself a funny person?:um.. idk
Who is a sexy mofo?:what does mofo really mean?
Does MTV suck?:yea
Does Avril Lavigne suck?:for sure
Do I suck?:dicks? sure
Do you suck?:dicks? no comment
Have you ever chased a duck around in circles?:hahahahaha oo all the time, seriously i do, at this persons house who lives next to my dad
Are you tired of this?:not really
What time is it?:11:56 am
What day is it?:wednesday
Do you love me?:o yes i do

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12:01pm: ***YOURSELF***
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** Yourself **
How old were you when you lost your virginity?:still have it
Do you like your name? Would you change it if you could?:um.. i guess its ok.. kinda describes me, but yea i prolly would change it
If you actually be (not portray) a character in a movie, who would it be?:
Would you rather be a Music or Film Star?:music
If you could live in anyones body for one day, who would you be?:no ones.
Would you never talk to your best friend(s) again for $1,000,000?:fuck no
Would you live homeless in a foreign city for a year for $1,000,000?:yea sure.. new experiences.. never know what could happen
If you could be best friends with anyone, who would it be?:anyone from the band of brand new
Would you pull an Anna Nicole (marry someone really old for $$$)?:fuck no thats gross
** Favorites **
TV Channel?:fuse (150)
News Source?:channel 6
Alcoholic Beverage?:not real sure
Vacation Spot?:any place with snow...
Website (besides LJ)?:hmmm plyrics.com
Radio Station?:104.1 or 107.9
Movie (Drama)?:how to deal
Movie (Comedy)?:billy madison
Movie (Action)?:charles angels : full throtle
Cuss Word?:fuck! dont say it at school.. you'll get a learning packet
Girl Scout Cookie?:the peanut butter ones
Candy Bar?:3 musketeers
Ice Cream?:hmm vanilla
Pizza Place?:sam's pizza
Designer?:idk...
** The Or's? **
Gum or Mints?:gum
Wal Mart or Target?:target but walmart has shopping and food in one.. so idk
Pro Life or Pro Choice?:idk
Bush or Kerry?:kerry, dont know him but as long as its not bush
New York or Los Angeles?:LA
Unattractive with a lot of money or Poor and Attractive?:poor and attractive
Plane or Road Trip?:road trip
Cruise or Backpacking?:cruise
Polo or Tommy?:idk
Year without Sex or Year without Friends/Family?:year without sex
Cold Weather or Hot Weather?:both
Rain or Snow?:snow
Lake or Ocean?:ocean
SUV or Sedan?:sedan
** Dreams **:
Dream Car?:idk
City to Live in?:hmm.. too many to choose from
Boyfriend/Girlfriend?:john hocker
Job?:musician
Vacation?:anything as long as i had fun
** Friends **
Besides A Significant other, Who you want to be on a desert island with?:john
Who have you known the longest?:anna
Would have sex with if you could?:john
Who Knows you the best?:hmm.. im not quite sure
Who do you wish you were closer to?:a lot of em
You won a trip for 4 to your dream vacation, who do you take?:im not sure
You won the lottery, what would u give your friends?:a brand new car for every one of them
Would you lie to protect a friend from being hurt?:idk.. hard decision
Funniest Friend?:hmm not sure
Most Creative Friend?:anna
Most Dependable Friend?:kylie
** Randomness **:
What's your biggest pet peeve?:butts... idk why hahaha
If you were on death row, what would be your last meal?:something really fattening
Capital of Kentucky?:louisiana? hahaha whoa.. tat was a jessica simpson
Favorite Saved by the Bell Episode?:idk.. too many
Favorite Cartoon Charecter?:dory from finding nemo
Do you like Spongebob?:i only like patrick
Why do you take quizzes?:boredom
Did you see Passion of the Christ?:no
Do you believe in the bible as the word of god?:yea
Favorite Country (besides USA)?:australia
Favorite Childhood Show(s)?:rugrats (watched it everynite after supper with my big bro and lil sis... it was an annual show)
Do you or did you play with Dolls?:i did
Watch Porn?:hahaha no.. thats gross
American Idol?:moms obsessed with it.. idk.. not the best show
Buy food at the movies?:no.. sneak it in

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Current Music: incubus - pardon me

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11:57am: the survey where you say the first word that comes to mind
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What comes to mind when you hear..
..snow?:boarding
..rain?:
..tornado?:scary
..summer love?:amazing
..Jon?:wasleske
..Mike?:brauman
..Shea?:wha?
..banana?:nikki price and volleyball
..dizzy?:chairs
..Laura?:carsello
..Juan?:some mexican kid
..car?:awesome thing
..white?:snow
..peppermint?:gum
..New Found Glory?:good band
..placebo?:whats that?
..orange juice?:i have some in my fridge
..candid camera?:o man
..sister?:2, leslie and samantha
..brother?:2, logan and trevor
..hate?:very strong emotion
..school?:fucking hate it
..President?:hes dumb too
..football?:games... not the funnest thing to go to
..rap?:most of it sucks.
..pop?:it all sucks
..rock?:i like a lot of it
..punk?:like all of it
..sex?:hell yea
..death?:no.. too sad
..baby?:baby sam?
..duuude?:the turtle on finding nemo.. i think his name is crush
..the end?:hell ya

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Current Music: evenescence - my immortal

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9th March 2004

4:07pm: wow.. scary
yea so today at lunch we were all talking about really freaky places and how in the summer we wanna visit all of them and kaylee brought up the blair witch project. i had the movie for like a year now and this afternoon was the first time i've ever watched it. that was pretty scary. well anyways... i've had this migrain for two days in a fucking row and it sucks. idk whats wrong with me. i took tons of apsrin but w.e. well i have to go to work now. adios
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: the yeah yeah yeahs - maps

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8th March 2004

3:50pm: hmm ok
well yea.. today was just fine and dandy. i had a migrain all day which really sucked, and nother made me ride the bus in the morning because she said she cant take me at all this week. but yea.. i think im gonna go
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: my sister is watching rugrats so i guess yea..

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5th March 2004

8:15pm: pretty pretty princesses
yea so today wasnt too bad. me, carmyn, anna, korey, alyssa and dusty all went to the mall to chill for a little bit. we tried on prom dresses at the deb, which i must say, we all look very very sexy. DAMN! i like the pink and black one! lol. but yea.. if only i had a REASON to buy one of them. damn.... :( haha well anyways. after that we went to hot topic and bought some body jewelry. i bout and eyebrow thingy, carmyn bought one for her belly button and her nose, and alyssa bought some stretchers for her ears. we must say, we're obsessed with piercings haha! but yea.. o and we bought these amp magazines that have a ton of kick ass stickers that im gonna be puttin on my board tonite. and the guy there, jud, is super hot but he is gay. DAMN! lol.. anyways, after that, we all went dusty's house because we were bored.. pretty nice house i must say. after that we had to drop alyssa off at home because she was gettin in trouble with her mom, so anna, korey, dusty, and i went to korey's house to hang out for a little bit and met josh and carmyn there. carmyn took me and anna driving. haha lets just say she has a ways to go. so after that we went to perkins and talked about story's from the past haha wow.. interesting. and now, i'm going to go play guitar, and pack for my dad's house. and figure out how to pierce my eyebrow. lol. but yea.. i miss you john! can't wait till you get home! call me when you do. <3- steph
Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: um.. the sound of my keyboard

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